I really want to thank everyone for the support and encouragement I received through the comments and emails that folks sent in response to my last post. It was a shitty, shitty few days, but I feel like I’m back on the upward swing again.
I know that when I get into those vagina-induced depressions all I can really do is just ride it out. It doesn’t help to ignore it; it doesn’t help to smother it with happy thoughts; it doesn’t help to analyze it and figure out why it exists. I just need to let it happen – tears, fears and all that good stuff – ’cause eventually I do come out the other side.
This time, I surrounded myself with good people. I took a few days and went to visit my sister and my mom, since my hubby had to go away for work. I took care of myself – a day at the beach, some good food, and a nice pedicure – and it’s amazing how some good “self-love” can really make you feel better.
So, where am I now? I’m actually kinda keen to see where my va-jay-jay’s at and give it another go. I have an appointment with my physiotherapist tomorrow. Not sure how that will go, but I’m prepared for whatever happens.