I’ve been lacking in motivation lately. And I’m trying to stay positive, but it can get difficult.
It seems like everyone I know is getting pregnant and popping out babies lately. I remember a few years ago, it seemed like everyone was getting married. I went to wedding, after wedding, after wedding, and spent gobs of money on bridal showers, stagettes, wedding gifts etc.
Now everyone has moved on to baby-making. The baby shower invites are coming fast and furious. And I know that I’m getting closer myself, but sometimes, it just feels like I’ll never get there, y’know?
Last night, hubby and I finally did our pelvic floor homework, after literally weeks of us not making it a priority. But as I mentioned in my last post, my physiotherapist has gotten ridiculously popular lately, and I’m not in to see her again for almost 3 weeks. So, the work must be done on our own.
And although everything went well (we worked with the magnificent blue Cookie Monster, and hubby was impressed that I “took it like a champ” – ha!), I’m still feeling discouraged. I know I still have many baby-makin’ years ahead of me, but I’m not gonna lie. It unnerves me to think that I’m 32 years old, and I don’t have kids yet. And who’s to say that once we do start having intercourse, that we’ll be able to get pregnant easily?
It would be a cruel, cruel joke if the universe decided to make conception difficult. Y’hear that, universe? I’d like at least some part of this to be easy please!